Sunday June 20

I have blogged on my computer but i had to get on Titus' computer because my CDMA card won't pick up a signal. FRUSTRATING. okay. i'm hot. really hot. it is so hot here! i was really thinking that i cannot take it anymore. Medine prayed for me on the day she was leaving. OH God is good. The days have been cooler! and she told me to make time to rest. so I listened. I would not go to all the places I was requested on Thursday and made it back early. I was still caring for Gladys, though. Have i mentioned Gladys? She's staying with me for treatment because she sleeps in the dirt and has a nearly septic infection. But due to three surgical treatments and continually cleaning with Betadine, her condition has improved significantly. If you could hear her screaming when they lanced her wounds. It was terrifying. I will be able to tell you more about it at home.
Today we got the bikes given out with photos and video. Thank you to those donors! One man was 26 kilometers from his destination. OH MY! Now he can ride a bike. What a difference that will make!
The building is slow. We need more money. The container is coming and it is not prepared to hold all the precious equipment. Please pray-Please give. God is going to do miraculous things here and you want to be a part of it! I know it is my joy! Ni Furaha Yangu (it is my joy!)
I have learned so much swahili. I can hear a word i know every time someone speaks swahili. Luhya? going quite slow. It is a hard language with a lot of rolling and very fast talking. I can barely remember the words even if I learn them.
I preached today on "out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks." You show your heart by your words. One thing I did not say is that sometimes I just show how foolish I can be since I am loose with my talking! But I pray my heart is focused on the Lord so that only good things come out. It is easy enough to focus on Jesus all day here. Everyone talks Jesus all day long. OH I love it!
but the food and the heat are difficult. I miss Steve. I miss the children. I miss my puppies. I actually miss the a/c. Remind me of this when I complain about how cold it is in the a/c.

I should post so I don't lose this.

Today is Monday. I woke up and decided to write. i was sick in the night. it scared me. had to run to the bathroom. i texted Steve and Donna Rohwer to pray for me. I was able to settle in and sleep, Praise God! I was very thankful to wake this morning and feel okay. I went ahead and took an antibiotic because I’ve had this throat and chest cold continuing to plague me somewhat.

It is around 5am. That will give me some time to eat and get ready before my meeting. I need to see the preschool children, the computer students and the construction workers. I don’t get time to do it due to the schedule of visiting all the churches. There are so many! Anita and Medine have gone to a church every single day except when Anita left and we went to a funeral.

Still, when I woke this morning, I had a message in my heart. I was thinking, okay....maybe You want me to go to the church today. but I’ve got to slow this visiting schedule to be sure I get my work done for TGD. I appreciate Stanley and Joseph for all the work they have been doing. They are a joy to work with. Both are servants of the Lord and to the people. Joseph has really worked to represent the orphans and to check on their welfare. The church tries to do what it can for the orphans. Sometimes they take them to the doctor but then the family never buys the medicine for the child.

The four girls at Ebulechia church are living in the homes with widow Mama Violet and widow Mama Phanice. They each get 50 from my children in support of Mary, Brendah, Shaline and Morphine. Those girls don’t really even know me, but I sure love them. and I appreciate Mama Violet. She speaks good English, too, which sure helps when you are trying to communicate.

I think one of my qualifications for the workers with me in my home here must be English competency. I really want to be able to communicate and the barriers are high. True work is more than greetings and short phrases. It takes understanding.

I wrote a blog yesterday listing many of the words I know in Swahili and Luhya and it did not get posted to the internet. The connection was lost. We all know how frustrating that can be. But I am getting along well and impressing the people. They get great joy when they hear me. When I began in the church yesterday (the one like a catholic church, probably angelican,) I heard the pastor gasp in delight. He was surprised. and I am able to continue on for a few sentences which creates smiles over the audience. They know I’m trying. They appreciate it so much. Oh we have so much to learn in America. When someone speaks English poorly, they get disdain--as if we are the french and above everyone else. But here, when I speak in their language, they embrace me and it lightens their mood and it creates a bond between us. It encourages me to persist.

I gave 2 pairs of shoes to Willington, a worker for Titus and Rose. He comes in each day and helps the boys get ready for school. Then he helps them with homework afterwards. His feet looked the right size. I offered them to him in the name of Doug and told him to pass them along if he found they were not comfortable for him. I saw him wearing them today. Praise God. House workers only get paid about 26 dollars a month, so the shoes will bless him for a long time. Thanks Doug!

I am going to give the sewing project to the widows at Joseph’s church. Perhaps they can sell them for 100 shillings or something very low and reasonable? I will talk with Rose about it. Or it can be a practice project. The widows at Ebulechia are very industrious, though. They took a project of chickens and grew to gain a goat. Now the goat is pregnant. I think I am missing some other step that was in there, too. I really admire Joseph’s church. They work for the widows and the widows work! They work for the orphans. They work to educate children in a small free school using only a chalk board! I bought them chalk the other day. They need chalk desperately. They don’t have books and the children don’t have notebooks or writing utensils. But they are learning.

I reviewed a video of Cynthia, an orphan I took to the doctor yesterday. OH it was awful. you can barely even see her and several minutes of the video were just dark as if it were sitting face down. it has the audio, so maybe I can use it somehow. but I’ll have to have skill. At least I got a good video of her on the way to the doctor. I asked her if I could take a video of her. She was so sick, poor baby! How my heart ached to comfort her. We aren’t close, though, she doesn’t know me. I can’t just push myself onto her, but I loved her and talked to her and I’m glad I could get her medicine. People are dying from malaria all around us. It is depressing. Old, young, and in between. Horrible. They need nets. But even I find that some nights I am sick of messing with the stupid net. It was such a joy at first, like being a princess in a special fortress! But now it is something that I have to fight with every time I want to check the time or go to the bathroom.When I’m flopping around in bed, I get it caught on a foot or hand. Makes me crazy, so I throw it off. Not a good plan. I try to remind myself---do I want to lay in the hospital like those women I prayed for yesterday? I need to put up with the inconvenience. But I’ve been here over 2 weeks. There is plenty of inconvenience and I find myself starting to look for any way to minimize it.

I got a good video of the roads. It is hard bumping around on these roads each day. We go way back sometimes and it is just a chore if you are not feeling well. On a strong day, it is fine. You can handle it. but with the heat and the constant jarring jostling, you just want it to stop. You start to wonder, “how much longer?” but we keep going. sometimes two hours.

TODAY IS MONDAY!

HOW COULD I TYPE THAT THE OTHER DAY WAS MONDAY! TODAY IS MONDAY!

Today was a busy day. I woke before 5 and laid in bed. I thought about where I was and what I needed to do. I considered not going to the churches today. I had a 9am meeting with Pastor Titus and Pastor Steve--we were meeting the health and sanitation officer. ( i think i have a mosquito bite.) So I woke early and began to get ready. I ate some cereal--the chocolate puffs. they are not my favorite but their taste is familiar. I am needing that now. I have reverted back to an “eat more” mentality that I wish I could shut off.

But i was sick in the night. bad. serious runs. I ran to the bathroom. I immediately prayed. I took some immodium. I did not have a panic attack like usual, which was a tremendous and unusual blessing. One other time I had the same problem and it was also without a panic attack. I’m grateful for prayer! I hate this weird quirk of my physiology and want to be healed of it! I also went ahead and started on the antibiotics because I have had this voice issue and in case it is not allergies. and just to kill any bug. But truly, it seemed miraculous to have only one brief bout and to be able to return to sleep after such an event!

So in the morning, I decided to get up early and get ready. I went and got my two tubs of water. Today I did not even want to bother with warm water. I blow dried and had put my hot rollers on to heat earlier. So I was completely ready for the meeting by 7:30 and had one hour to do other business. I went and had an interview with Pastor Juma, Henry Juma. He is now our foreman. Then i had another interview on camera with Clement, a man who was without a job until Trinity work arrived.

I took some pictures of the workers and then went up to the computer students. I talked to them about how to carry themselves professionally. You will see from some interviews with them that they are timid. you cannot even hear them. This has to change. It is time for them to come up higher. They can do it with encouragement and training. They need to be prepared for jobs around the world. They need to work on their English but mostly their presentation. I’m eager to work with them again.

I took some candy to the children before Titus was ready to leave. They see me and get so excited. They love their pictures taken or a handshake and a smile. They all shout, Welcome to our school! in unison. I make them all sit and they hold out their hands and I go around and bless them. I only made it to the first two classrooms and had pastor Steve finish the third while I got my stuff. We had a very good meeting with the officer who was a smart and interesting kind man. He laughed and joked. He will be inspecting for sanitation and building requirements. I am eager to exceed international standards. In fact, he said what they needed was a place for birthing mothers. What? You got it! My very heart indeed! and he mentioned that they don’t even have a nappy (napkins are diapers) and Anita and I want to work on that very thing!

Oh there is so much to say. We also went to a Muslim hospital to pray for one of the church members. A boy of three is urinating blood. When we got to the hospital, they would not let us through the inner gates to get to the family. We were turned away. Two mamas came out. We laid hands on them, embraced them, and prayed for them. They appreciated us. We went on to a new church led by Pastor Ken, a young man with a sweet wife with a lovely booming singing voice. It is called Kisumu Kidogo, small Kisumu. Medine began and told wonderful stories I had never heard about how God called her to prison ministry. She was praying, ‘What do you want me to DO!?!” and she banged her fist on the bed at God to tell her RIGHT NOW---and the phone rang. Well, she never answered during prayer but it seemed timely, so she answered. The voice of a woman she did not even KNOW told her to be at the prison at 9am monday morning. She asked, Who is this??! and the woman said, I don’t know you but God told me to call you. She said, “I suppose God gave you my number?” Yes, He did! and she hung up. Medine didn’t want to go to the prison. she didn’t like them. she tried not to go on monday but God just pressed her and pressed her, so she went angry. she stood in the parking lot and told God he had 10 minutes. she was down to the last minute and even counting the seconds on her watch. in the last 5 seconds, God told her PLAINLY, “you are not in the jail, you are in the parking lot.” she looked down. yep. she was in the parking lot. so she went to the door. when she had one foot on the first step, the door opened and a large lady said, I’m the one who called you now come inside. Well, they did a Bible study. Medine did not believe in healing and there was a large black man who had been in the war when his tank blew up. He lost his hearing (in at least one ear, I can’t remember) but the woman told Medine to pray for him to be healed. she didn’t want to and told the woman she didn’t know how. the lady said, Just say be healed in Jesus’ name. so medine started to pray and the woman said WAIT, God wants you to spit on your fingers and put them in his ears. Well, she thought that was gross, so she just barely touched them to her tongue and the 6’4” man bent over for the 5’ woman. She prayed. He shouted and picked her up and twirled her around! and then he even kissed her! she was shocked and said, No! You can’t hear! and somehow she just kept insisting it was not true, but it was true. and she told many other amazing stories, like one where she was smuggling Bibles into China. One where she was gathering coke cans to buy bibles for India, one where she was hit by a tree and died and went to Jesus but came back to life. It was great. She was sharing the promises. It was amazing. and so then they had her pray for people and I did, too. We laid hands on the sick and prayed. I can’t say we saw any immediate miracles. I admit I am discouraged that God has not done more miraculous healings. How come He healed my headache and He healed my stomach? why won’t He heal the malaria and the sickness or blindness here? Medine prayed for one guy’s foot that was broken and then he could walk on it and he got saved. so that was amazing. that’s the only one I know of besides my migraine. I think we heard some other smaller testimonies and some people have gotten well, but people have still died, too! like the guy steve went to pray for..... he died as they walked in. (had not prayed) and then I went to his funeral. He was a good Angelican. Actually, he had just become born again five days before he died! wow! thank God!

Well, we went to lunch. I got some cute pictures but i’m not very good with this intense camera. but it sure takes nice pictures if I can get it right! so I will keep it up. I love you guys! if only I could share with you from my heart! if only I could share with you from my mind! if only I could bring these people to you or you to them (it would be easier for you if I could bring them to usa! it is HOT here!)

then I preached. I was going to speak on 2 corinthians chapter 4. However, during Medine’s talk I felt VERY impressed to do Matthew 20 where Jesus says, What do you want me to do for you? and I felt it was a Word to this small group. So i told them to ready 2 corinthians 4 later and I told them some stories from my own life--about how God answered prayers I asked of Him and How He showed Himself to me.

well, we were winding up when Titus comes along. He has a man with him. it was incredible. He asks us to give this guy just some few minutes of our time and he comes out with major blessing! It was the same message as me but totally different in African Man Preaching Style (I LOVE IT!) I wanted to wave my scarf. I wanted to jump up and down. I was shouting Amen even with baby Precious Marion in my arms. I had to get off the front and go into the audience so I could face him from the back and wave my hands without being a disturbance. He was awesome speaking the word of God over us. He was saying God is with you. Speak to the mountain. Ask anything in my name and it will be given you. Oh it was a faith filled message filled with the glory of God. He started off saying stuff about the Lion of Judah. Oh, he said he was a LION. He said God is with me. but he was talking about provision in God and you know, I can get so weighed down with the size of what I am asking God to do, but I just received this message FOR ME! God was speaking to me! I know God was saying to ME that He would do it! It comes from His heart! It originates in His Heart and He will carry out His Kingdom. Hallelujah! I jumped and shouted. It was a rousing Glory to God event!

Praise God for His Word and His Promises. I am so encouraged. He spoke over me prophetically, too. He said Apostolic Ministry. Now, an apostle plants churches. that is crazy serious. I cannot imagine planting churches, but I receive any and all God has for me and I say YES and AMEN. He prayed that I would get none of African diseases and we would be comforted on our return flights. He is coming again in two weeks and how eager I am for this man to preach the Word and bring me close to Jesus and to encourage me to trust Him at His Word and not to look at circumstances.

TODAY IS TUESDAY

Right now I am in the computer class. The students are supposed to review what they have done so far. They are working on Microsoft Visual Studio. They are working on creating a database. They gave it a name. They imported an image after resizing it.They wanted to learn how to make it so on a website someone could click on the picture and they would get information about the program. Then the message would display. They want the application to connect to the database. Frank is asking the students to explain bit by bit. They use regular language trying to say what they do and then he rephrases it so they know what the right way to talk about the subject. For example, when they say “made the picture smaller,” Franks says, “We resized the image.” another phrase, “We define the fields.” They talk about the database and the tables. Frank sits at the front of the class with a laptop in front of him but the students have a separate computer that they all look at together with the screen facing the students. Behind Frank is a white board with diagrams. There are signs on the wall showing “increment and decrement operators” --whatever that means! And another chart, Visual C#types and value limits.

He is saying they are at a design phase and he is explaining that term.

You know, it does seem that they are a long way from providing services for a company. God speed them. Quamba Tu--translates to “Just Praying” which means this comes about by prayer and praying to God repeatedly so until He answers.

My goodness these students need computers! how thankful I am that they have already begun learning! Now I cannot imagine if they were only at square one on the first day that Steve could get the computers together. One serious problem is that we will only have one floor ready. ONE FLOOR! and we need TWO. We need to be ready to set up the computer lab immediately with the wiring and electricity. Do the students get opportunities to work on this computer alone? How could they advance by sharing?

We have gone over several concerns with the hospital. I see now that I must go view the good hospitals in the area. There is a good hospital in Eldoret and there is a good one in Nairobi. I think I should fly Joseph with me to Nairobi rather than have him take a bus. Definitely. I will ask Steve for clearance. When I get to Nairobi, Walter has a brother there who can drive us around. There is a good hospital there and we can get pricing information and learn from them. We have so much to consider, it boggles my mind. We have prayed for so many with malaria complications. It is terrible. Little babies and pregnant women and old ladies. Men get malaria as well, with alarming frequency. Pastor Steve had malaria when we came last time. Titus had it while we were gone. One of his children had it and Sheila and Rose got Typhoid. Now I have taken one of my very few little children in for Malaria after seeing her one day, she came down sick that evening. It is terrible.

Joseph is on me about getting an ambulance. He tells me how good it would be for all the distant church members to only have to pay for the gas of the vehicle. They could call them and get picked up for only the price of gas. But a CAR? Very expensive. If I had the money for a car--i would be buying an autoclave, an incubator, a baby warmer, a surgical suite, a generator, a doppler, suction machine, drugs for the clinic and more. I am building an orphanage without the money--so I do not have time for an ambulance. I am right near our TGD building so the orphans that we are caring for will be certain of medical care immediately. They are near all levels of schools. The preschool is here at the church compound, the junior high and high school are across the main road. Only five minutes or less walking time door to door. They will be well positioned. If God sovereignly brings me a CAR, then I will give Him glory and bless His name. For now, I do that anyway, but I cannot yet imagine going as far as an ambulance. I am already so far out of my comfort zone that only God can save me. He has the cattle on a thousand hills and the universe is His creation. He has all riches and can bring me everything I need. He controls the atoms and holds the world together; the world that was made through Him. Therefore, I am in good hands. The children are in good hands. God is doing a mighty work here among His people. He gently cares for those who have young. He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds. A bruised reed He does not break and a smoldering wick He does not snuff out. He daily bears our burdens. He will fulfill His purpose for me. It is God who works in me to Will and to Act His good purpose. He is able to make all grace abound to me so that in all things and at all times having all that I need I will abound in every good work. I know this work is good. I know this work is God, therefore, I am anxious for nothing but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, I present my requests to God and the peace of God which passes all understanding will guard my heart and mind in Christ Jesus.

Sincerely yours

okay, it is still Sunday but I wanted the post I just wrote to make it onto the blog. I wrote a blog the other day and it did not go on! I lost the connection. now that is frustrating.
They have a shower here, but I prefer to wash in two buckets in my room. I gathered some water the other day in the bathroom and it had two small little funky worms in it. Not the kind you would ever notice if they got in your hair. now that is scary! i only cook in bottled water and only drink bottled. OH my goodness, thank you for praying! My stomach has been blessed! I am not experiencing any trials with my stomach at all. PLEASE KEEP IT UP! THANK YOU ESPECIALLY TO CHRISTA AND DONNA WHO ARE COVERING ME DAILY!!! I am so appreciate of all of you praying.
Yes, Susan, I did find you single mothers! I think I have three orphans who actually have a mother, but are in dire straits and were considered for care. The moms don't speak english. i have the orphans staying with the widows that Kevin and Laura are caring for. we were able to go to the market and get them dresses. We could buy 10 dresses for about thirteen dollars. they are used but good.
I really think purses would be something we could give as a gift here. I am eager to see how it goes for the bra. Anita gave a bra to one woman friend of ours who was so grateful as she has worn the same one for 7 years! however, i see many women going without a bra in the morning. maybe they don't like them? Medine was saying she'd love to go without one if she could!
As for the orphans, we are definitely going to try to support them all in one place. You cannot imagine how hard it is to go visit this one and then that one! it is a terrible administration problem and they are not with families they want to stay with.
There are 19, I think, and i must say I cannot imagine feeding them daily or sending them all to school. But God can--and you can help. I pray we will have some who will catch the vision of caring for orphans---not just some child on compassion who is in a community that is getting care--but a real individual who can be directly impacted. they will live here in a home I will build. It will be a home that westerners can visit. it will have air conditioning in one part where a guest would come and where I will stay whenever I am here.
We saw a boy badly burned. We got him some antibiotic ointment from medine and some burn gel i brought. I bought a few bibles and I'm giving one to a new assistant pastor, Zadok, who I've known for some time. He has a bible, but I feel sure he will need to give it to someone because he is an evangelist. I am giving a bible to a woman who asked for prayer because her husband will not let her continue taking classes at TGD. Even though she was doing excellent, he wanted her to quit. tuition is FREE but he considered travel costs. i pray he looks harder at the investment in the future. but I am praying for her and will give her a bible.
I am also suggesting that they buy bibles for members to purchase. It is a supply problem. we have so many asking us for Bibles. Sure we could just try to supply everyone, but many would be able to purchase one, but they are not in the market. Even Titus goes all the way to Kisumu to buy Bibles. So if he adds the cost of gas (3500 Kenyan shillings, like 50 dollars) into each of the Bibles, then he could even add another 200 shillings as a fundraiser for the bus project. Then for the poor, just keep off the extra shillings. just a thought.

Praise God! Today i took Cynthia, an orphan, to the doctor. She came to the church we were speaking at. I think her family goes there. and she was crying and shivering and sick. she had diarrhea and high fever. I was supposed to speak at Sony's church (we were at Makunga) but I had already spoken at Alfred Okwanya's church and I so wanted to take her to the doctor immediately. I left Medine in charge of speaking with a hope that I could make it back. it was such a thrill that a muslim family came to Jesus that day! the wife had married a muslim and became a muslim but she prayed and prayed and then her husband gave his life to Jesus. The daughter was the lead in it. She was visiting the church. She is a preteen or young teen. She asked the pastor to come to her house, but he was nervous. he was afraid of what a muslim family might want with a pastor. but he went ahead and was surprised to be welcomed! Hallelujah! They were deeply welcomed and cheered. We prayed and hugged them. They gave their testimony. It was a great joy. Then Cynthia showed up outside and Joseph called me out to her. I was stricken. So I spoke to the church, told them of my love for them. It was so great to see Stella! And Evelyn, Joseph's wife was there. But I needed to go.
At Dr. Kennedy's, he checked Cynthia and found her abdominal pain to be symptomatic of malaria. Her temperature was over 39 (37 is normal.) He sent her to the lab for confirmation. In the meantime, he asked me to go around and pray for patients at his clinic. They were two to a room. 8 women. All confirmed malaria! Two were pregnant mothers and one was an old mama with typhoid, too! I used my swahili and Luhya and then also prayed in English. It was good. Many were comforted and loved. I prayed many things over them. It was a great joy to me. Then I was with the last woman. I heard screaming. I asked the doctor, "It is my girl?" He said, I don't think so. but I was anxious to find her. Sure enough. They were trying to give her a shot. She was fighting like a mad woman! Screaming and yelling and writhing! Pastor Joseph was trying to hold her and they were trying to get her in the hip. Dr. Kennedy after a moment said stop. We will give her oral medicine. Joseph was concerned about how well she would actually take the medicine. But Kennedy assured him that we would WATCH her take it and be sure. She screamed and cried, I am ready for medicine, please! So that was good. She promised to take the medicine as directed if it meant she did not have to get a shot.
So while they finished up with her and once I knew she was alright, I went with Edwin, the pharmacist to look at his stock. We discussed amounts and sicknesses and local patterns of consumption. I'm to go to Emusanda Clinic, the one up the hill, and see what their top ten sicknesses are. Then we will stock with those.
We are still working to get the nets. TGD is going to get 300 to 500 dollars worth of mosquito nets depending on supply. It is such a good preventative.
The bicycles for the pastors are here. I am eager to get a photo with them on one. so many times, though, I am so busy living life here that photos seem inappropriate and distancing.
After the clinic, we went back to see Sony and Stella in their home. It was very interesting and would have made a lovely video. We walked in through a store front area. Then we walked along cement halls. Then it opened up to cement apartments on each side. There were clothes hanging from lines hung diagonally through the walkway and plenty hanging. So we wound our way through the bare spots with children playing in the dirt on porches and little chicks under a sort of net umbrella on the ground to corral them. Then we were at Sony's and Stella's, I suppose. they had the typical lovely spread with some variety. I made a plate of chipati and rice for Cynthia and we got her a sprite. She was now ready to eat. There was lovely boiled chicken and some beef and some kind of vegetables with onions. a really nice african dinner. Cynthia was able to eat well. Good thing. I hope she can keep it down because her fever had not broken. I even had Medine pray for her, too. I pray she has a good night and is able to make it to school tomorrow.

here I am

it is so good to be online. i have had such a week. I went to the hospital. they gave me gloves to help deliver babies. I said I will observe. i stayed with two mamas (that's what we call them) and they had their babies with me with them. I saw three dead babies wrapped in a room. During the same time, Steve went to see a man to pray for him, but they were trying to make him breathe--then he died. Steve and Sarah were right there. Another friend of Titus' was in his home and masked men came in. They hit him on the head. they broke his fingers. they slashed him with a machete. they pulled out his teeth. his 8 year old grandson was watching. his wife was stripped, but they did not rape her (praise God.) He is such a good man. they took what was in his cabinets and fridge. terrible men.
I have seen the orphans. several. it is sad. I am eager to raise support for them. two of them have a mother but are in such terrible situations. One girl is so smart, she has such promise. i have a little video of her telling a poem. oh she is good. Gladys. Always my favorite. I have known her since I first came. I have always seen her in the exact same dress and she is always worshipping and singing. smart girl. she is 9 or 10, I forget.

oh I have so much to say.
we are working on the hospital.
we have worked with the government. we have such good computer students. we found land for the consulting practice. it is called Joyland. How about that? I like it.

I am learning a lot of swahilli and a little luhya.
i am going to go to the masai this month.
anita leaves in the morning.
I am speaking at a funeral. I have a speech in swahilli and luyha to give. It was an old man. the one who died that sarah and steve saw. he was a good man named Elijah. He was 70_

I go to the churches and preach and pray for people. God has really blessed us and the people are so encouraged and give good testimonies of how it is strengthening them. I had a terrible migraine the day steve left. all day I suffered. still I took Ibuprofen and went out to the churches on the bumpy roads in the heat. then on the way home, Medine laid hands on me----IT LEFT! MIRACLE! oh how I wish I had made her lay hands on me sooner. I asked her to pray but did not make sure she came over and did it. I went to bed and slept soundly and woke refreshed.

so much to say. i will wait and do more. Medine leaves next week. I have 30 days before sTeve comes. Each day I do TGD work and church work. Oh it is such a blessing! we are helping so many. Dreams come true. I love this work. I am just at peace.

I love you all! God bless you! thank you for your prayers! many are touched here and they thank you.

random photos

right now I have to put on random photos, but when I have more time, I'll put good ones into a folder and then choose from that to upload.

last night we had a special TGD meeting. Steve had people come up to The Golf Hotel for a banquet. We had a buffet set up with some fried chicken, some ugali (stiff grits), some chapati (tortillas), fruits, greens, beef stew, and more. Employees got to bring their families and it was fun to have them get up and give speeches about how grateful they were and how it was a great thing. We will try to capture some of their comments in interviews next week. One employee, Joseph, is a teacher. He says it has changed his life. Catherine went from never touching a computer to being a teacher. she changed from being a young girl to a woman of respect in a few short months. it is an amazing transformation. praise God!

The children enjoyed the PBJ sandwiches that doug and sarah made. I bet I already posted about that but I can't remember. Children were putting them in their shirt pocket to save a bit of it for their parents. cute! probably pretty hard on the shirts.

we brought a soccer ball and a little rubber ball. we gave out cookies one time, candies another.

you can imagine, they love to see us come through the gate! ha ha! it is fun.

when I came over to them the other day, I had no treats, but they all crowded around to touch me and shake my hand. they were so sweet. I love them! i want to know them more. they will see me when i move onto the church property and stay with Titus this week.

the building is progressing. could be done in two or three weeks. definitely in time for the shipment. the lawyer is in nairobi. we overnighted him new papers we just filled out on saturday. he should get the NGO papers on Wednesday and we start the process for Tax Exemption papers.

we go to the churches, I meet the local orphans. we go to the store and buy supplies. we go to official offices. we buy building materials. we buy stuff for churches or children. it is busy and fun. today is slow. it was going to be another long day but sarah was so upset when she lost her phone after visiting a small church (they gave Titus a chicken there.) When we went to the next church they had an amazing P.A. system and were jamming to Jesus with a keyboard and singers. We sang a while but then Sarah was sick and needed the outhouse. She was very unhappy to see them. They really weren't bad at all, but I think her mood was so low that she just couldn't tolerate the smell, the bugs, the tiny hole in the ground. but they were good stalls! with nice metal doors! very private. the cockroach kind of threw her over the edge. she wanted to go to the hotel or to any western toilet. We went ahead and left. Steve had so much work to do he was not even sure we would be able to go to a church that day. at least we were at one and then a time of worship at the other one. Anita and Medine stayed there. Anita has been to that church many times. Mom has been at that church. Mom took some great pictures at that church and the cover of my TGD photo books is a picture taken there.

but we headed back and had a nap. oh what an amazing nap! i think when I come home, I am just going to nap through the month of august and september. except for Lindsays wedding and Shelby's reception. i will come alive for those days. I have had a sore throat and lost my voice and I'm coughing each morning with tons of gunk, but hey, it is not a sick tummy! so I am so happy and I keep going. but I am so tired. and if you know me, I can be a whiney baby. I have two speeds. Hyper and lethargic. or so it seems.

steve is teaching doug programming right now. maybe steve's dream of creating a programmer will come true. doug is great fun. we've enjoyed him so much. he is one of my children. he has always fit in the family perfectly. he's been a great comfort to sarah. they've been able to hang out while steve and i talk to everyone. It was a great decision to bring him.

I think i am done trying to bring people though because I was so thrilled to bring medine but I have not been able to even spend time with her! Steve's focus is not the church. I end up not doing all the church stuff. medine wants to go do church stuff each day. and i think i am not working her enough! but Kenya has its own way. and then I have so many TGD things to do. I still get to go to plenty of churches, but with doug and sarah here, i am even more family oriented then working to get to the churches.

anita, however, is such a blessing. she wants to go to the churches every day. she loves it. she can go all day. she can eat the food and she never gets sick. medine was sick when she first came which is weird because she never gets sick. it was probably her kind of malaria med.

in the future, on trips I do take someone, we will make a calendar with titus ahead of time. but the churches want you to come out to see them. and they are so hopeful.

so Christa--you are still coming with me! Debbie and Brenda--you are still coming with me! Susan-- I found you a single mother. It is Gladys' mom. i love Gladys. I am taking her to the doctor Tuesday night.

Sunday night

We did not get many pictures lately. We've been living life rather than filming.

Yesterday was a leadership meeting at the Big church of Cornerstone. The men leaders all came and many of their wives. the men were in the big church and the women met in the school. anita and medine went to speak to the women and the men called me out to speak to them. I was honored. you talk to men differently. they are the leaders. I am a woman. I definitely start out humbly. but you know me. I can be a hard hitter. i spoke about leading in the home, church, and community. about humility and repentance. living for Jesus and putting him first. Then Boniface came and preached. I sure enjoyed him. I don't get to see him much anymore. i saw him so much on that first visit with Ed when we had a series of meetings in the big church during conference. but on subsequent visits, I have not seen him much. on my second visit when I was at his church, i got sick. that was my first sickness. then I was sick last trip. i have not been sick this time with stomach problems, praise the Lord!

I have learned some luhya. merebe is greetings and orenomino is thank you very much to one preson murrenomino is thank you very much to a group. i have not really learned any new swahili but I can use and understand those words I do know.

steve found some land for TGD services. it is amazing. it maybe 1/2 an acre and beautiful. prime land. near the provincial government offices and next door to the district commissioners residential home. it is between 2 cell towers and electrical line in front of the property. it has sewage lines and water lines on the property. and it is so pretty! it is next to a golf course, too. far enough away --probably no balls in the windows.

we bought bicycles for the pastors and bibles.

i bought medicine for 3 orphans. i am pushing steve for the orphan house and my house. there is land right there near the church.

the hospital may be a money maker. thanks to all who have donated to the TGD general fund. God bless you for building this amazing building that is bringing hope and life into the community. it is changing the economic scenery.

also, steve is going to check into reselling computers. they have an outrageous markup here.

I'm going to let doug get on my computer....

At Titus House

Hey, this is cool. so I hope i get this from STeve so I can be online.

I think the Malerone just does not agree with the stomach. I am not pleased.
I spent last night thinking about the orphans. There are so many barriers. Mom wrote me an email saying stay focused on the computer lab and medical clinic because the medical clinic takes so much work. True, but we will need a place to stay here. We are spending a lot at the hotel. We are going to be here frequently.
Titus has a TV here. freaks me out. I did not expect that. they didn't have it before. how am I going to make it? I LOATHE tv. hate it. i think it is evil. I do go ahead and watch a few programs because steve watches--and some with the girls. but I could live my whole life without tv or movies. but i know that our culture is just obsessed. even though man lived centuries without it--now people think they must have their TV. a few times we went without a tv at our house. people will try to give you one. ha!

We are so busy each day. On Monday, steve meets with the health director for kenya regarding the clinic. i think it is going to be a hospital because people do not have this equipment. Doctors will come to rent the equipment from us. that is cool. Praise the Lord.

I can't imagine how or why this computer decided to post three of this picture!

Friday

Friday

I have had a full day and it is just now noon. We came down at 7:30. My cold is much improved. The throat is better although a small cough with congestion has set in.

Bishop came and there was a pastor here to meet us. he wanted to tell us he had a son in medical school in uganda. he was almost finished and desired to come and serve the people here. Steve told him to talk to Dr. Kennedy. Seems we have so much to do in order to get the clinic off the ground. so many steps. so many regulations. that is to be expected. if steve was just having a health center or a clinic, we could open easily. but we are bringing so much equipment from medical bridges that we are putting ourselves in a higher catagory.

I was able to get a prescription for the orphan girls, Jane and Vivian. I hope to give the medicine to Joseph to bring to them. They will need to wash their bedding in boiling water and their clothing. they must not share. Vivian will need to shave her head. it is very close cut even now. it should not be a problem.

we have been here over a week. Sarah and Doug are beginning to wear out. Doug was a little ill from the malerone this morning. I arrived at the hotel to find him in the lobby sleeping with his head in hand. He came to slowly and appeared confused. He cracked all his knuckles and a couple of extra joints before he livened up. he had not seen Sarah. that was not good.

Sarah had asked me to leave our room key so she could get the food in our room. I forgot. she did not know the room included breakfast--doug did not either. so they went hungry. During that time we were out looking at houses for the consulting practice. we really like Titus’ house in the city and Mama Selfa’s house in the city but they are rented out. We cannot get them. Titus has some extra land on that property and he could divide it, but nothing is built yet.

we looked at a home of Mama Selfa’s that was deep into a bad neighborhood. We are not sure it can receive internet signals, which is a must. It was beautiful with tile roof and many toilet bathrooms, even one kenyan bathroom with a porcelain hole in the floor--AND an outhouse. It could surely be set up with a few apartments, but it would not be good for the location. Not secure. it is going to have an electric fence, though, so we’ll see how those negotiations go.

we visited the lawyer who said that he would be in nairobi on monday to meet with the people there. He could get it expedited to Wednesday, for a fee. He would let us know what that fee would be. It is our fault for the delay. so we said thank you. we need those NGO papers so we can begin the process for the exemption papers. another weeklong ordeal ahead and another fee.

Titus is going to push the building to be finished, though. He said that he could finish it in 2 weeks if he stayed right on everyone and had all the money. Steve said he would be sure the money was there and to keep going. We are stuck right now only drawing out of the ATM our whole amount daily. God is good. It will all work out.

Oh all of a sudden i need a nap. I am tired. We still have to buy the mosquito nets. about 300 dollars worth-- maybe 500 dollars worth. We have to buy a new mattress. I wanted to buy a mattress for me and let Medine sleep on it. I am not even getting to see Medine because of the business I keep doing. I love to go out to the churches and so does Anita, so they get to go out together every day. I suppose I would be going if it weren’t for Anita, so what a blessing!

We definitely need to build a house for the orphans. We could buy some land next to the church. I looked at the two possibilities. It would keep them near the three pastors and near the Cornerstone church family. They could go to the Cornerstone school for free (still need uniforms, books, etc) and the older children could go just across the street where Rose teaches or to the high school next to that. We could reduce some fees that way.

We would have our medical clinic right there. They would get free care. They would have each other as family and the three girls who are related to each other could help form the "family" that would be in the house. The sweet little boy worries me. He is only 3!! how terrible for him to be in an orphan home. but for the teen girls, I think it would be fine. Around here, the rich girls go away to school anyway and live there. so it is not too different from being a rich girl (in a sense.)

I still have several girls to see, but I was crushed to learn my sweet Mary is 13 years old. She is far behind. She is underdeveloped. Time to get these children some protein! Even the little school children are only eating gruel for breakfast and rice for lunch. Doug and Sarah want us to make 130 peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. we're going to do it.

today I am supposed to meet the lawyer for the NGO papers, meet the provincial health guy--some big wig like a governor. I think we are meeting the provincial governor sometime. Plus we are going to see Mama Selfa and see her Western house. We need to house the consulting practice in the city to get the high speed internet. We are going to put it in some residential area so it does not attract much attention or else there could be theft. It is a big problem with all the big things we are bringing here. God protect us!

new post from day before yesterday

Then Pastor Joseph with Pastor Steve and brought two little boys to my attention. Benjamin and Emmanuel. Emmanuel was a darling little boy. Cheerful. Little Benjamin did not want anything to do with Doug. SCARY! He screamed!

I interviewed the aunts and they wanted the boys to go to some home where they could get schooling. Emmanuel is teased for being an orphan. Their parents have died of AIDS. Little Emmanuel understood what they were talking about. It crushed my heart. His shirt was ragged. His smile remained.

Then we were off to see the girls.

We went through the most terrible roads yet-and believe me, that is saying something! The ruts in the road WERE the road. They were deep and difficult to maneuver through. It was going to rain. They sky darkened and the temperature dropped and the winds blew. It was beautiful! Then the rains came in a Texas torrential downpour. I thought of Bernard in his home that was damaged from the rains. He would be soaked right now.

Pastor Joseph, Pastor Steve, and I discussed the orphans. They said that if we could get the children into one place, we could better administrate their support. This means a building. Buildings cost so much! I hate buildings! But to look at these girls and know they cannot go to school where they are at--well, buildings are okay.

I have wanted a place to live here when I come that has western amenities. The woman in Out of Africa had her whole setup with her--even her dogs. I like that. I know, I know, perhaps I must suffer on the mission field, but God has given me Steve. Steve is amazing. He does not like to slum it.

I am thinking that I could build me a house to stay in --and increase it so that the orphans could live there. Titus could educate them grade 7 and below for free at Cornerstone school. We could find sponsors for these children to help them get shoes, clothes, uniforms, and food. We could give them medical care at the clinic. Two of the girls had health issues. One had a fungal scalp condition and one had something similar on the back of her neck. It was not ringworm or scabies, but it looked like something treatable.

Steve is prepared to build for them. We will look at some land tomorrow. The pastors said that if we get a building and we are all official with our NGO, the government will provide some sponsorship. If we are established for five years and have good accounting records, I would be able to apply for grants from the U.S. government.

June 2 WEDNESDAY

Oh I am tired. I have lost my voice. it is so husky. i am so weak. all the strength draining. but i want to go on to the church. we went to Eshitsitswe headed by Pastor Steven. A new Steve. I can remember that name! He was a sweet man. Pastor Alipaul took Anita and Medine. I feel like we are separated. I have so much other business to attend. I am searching out the orphans.

So Pastor Joseph comes and says, Come see the orphans at the preschool. We go over to the throngs of children. I let Steve take the candy, but he just starts passing it out. There are over 100 children and they gather and circle hoping for another chance for a sweet.

At the church the other day, I passed out candy when everyone was seated so that you can go row by row without repeats. I think there were a few who went without in the end, but considering the amount of children involved, it was a small number.

My throat hurts. I’m faint. We had to take the most rocky roads yet. deep ruts in the road kept us thrown from side to side and up and down. We slid through some parts but never stalled.

The outhouse was the most substantial mudhut outhouse yet. it had very seriously smooth walls of a cylinder. A beautiful thatched roof. The flies buzzed and the odor was pungent but i felt sure I’d be concealed. As I went around to the front, I was dismayed. There was a little tarp hanging over the large doorway. AS IF! Since it was far enough away from the next home and a little hidden by a couple of corn rows, I consented.

Oh at the preschool I met Ben. A little boy. He was sad. He did not talk. The teacher said that even when he first came, he was very sick. He did not talk. He is six years old. Ben Amuko is in the pre-unit class. Both his father and mother died from AIDS. He has a married sister, but he lives with his grandmother who brews alcohol. Sometimes when there is not enough food, he is given alcohol to sleep. His favorite thing is school is drawing and painting. He plays with the other boys. He is trying in class but he is not that good. He has no shoes and no uniform. He needs school stuff.

I saw little Paul again today. Paul Wesa who is 8 now and in class 1. His father was poisoned and his mother died in a car crash. I thought earlier that it was both of his parents in the wreck. He is living now with an older step-brother. He leaves home at 5:30 am to arrive at 6. He has not had any shoes. His favorite toy is a bicycle and he loves coloring, drawing, painting and playing ball. His favorite food is rice. His brother’s wife mistreats him and gives food to the other children but he is not given food. There are five children in that home.

I lost my spice round at the church. I wonder if anyone would care to get it back to me. I think they had time to ask us. I’m disappointed. I never even used it for myself.

Doug spoke up at the meeting telling the men (and including the women) to take these teachings to heart and to have accountability with each other. Men should ask other men....how are you treating your wife? and in this way, they can grow in love towards their wives rather than forgetting a good teaching.

Stanley told me about his life when I asked him. He was poor. His father left and was always drinking. His grandfather was a preacher and gave his books and bible to Stanley, told him he was called to preach, and then died. it was solemn. Plus, Stanley had a vision at 3 am and when he woke up he went straight to church to fulfill the vision and pray. He saw a whole giant gathering of people and saw himself preaching and heard God tell him that this was what He was going to do.

He found that when he strayed away and tried to do other things, that life went poorly, but when he honored the call on his life, things were smooth. Eventually, he witnessed to his father who gave his life to jesus. His father has been saved since 1988 and is now such a good man.

Stanley has 5 children. One boy child died when age 6. He has a child of 8 and a new baby. Also Sharon is about age five. He traveled around doing drama and speaking in churches and schools. He has spent much time teaching children although he does not have a college education. He worked for an oil company and was a salesman for a Indian company selling spice. His wife is evelyn.

i had a hard night. this throat was killing me. I have had prayer, I have tried to believe for healing and rebuked sickness--but to no avail. My voice is hoarse and my body is weak. I slept from 6pm to 5:15am only waking to eat an oreo and take ibuprofen. I thought I had eaten a whole roll of oreos, so I was delighted to see that it was only half the roll. but so much for weight loss!

I had one bout of diarrhea and was shocked to have it end there! hallelujah! now that is fabulous and the only time that has happened. So prayer is working. Otherwise, all bowel function is normal and I am so blessed and thankful!

I have not been able to eat the food here. I suppose my body remembers my earlier sickness and associates the food. That is terrible and I am not sure how to overcome. I’ll be eating that food every day for the next few weeks. I brought a scone with me from the hotel.....more like a hard cookie, which was delicious and plain. Easy on the stomach. I ate it with water and was able to get through the service.

It is so fun here having church each day. We sing, we pray, we preach, we break for lunch. Then we do it again. We lay hands on people and minister. There are variations each time. It is so good how the different pastors come out with us. We love them so! It is such a joy.

One sweet mama came up to me to greet me. She told me I must take her to USA! and she made a swoosh gesture up to the sky as if her hand was a plane and made a swoosh sound! and laughed with a smile! She was so fun.

One little old guy made a special little .....violin? fiddle? it had one string on a stick and he had a bow to play it on. He could tune it with the nail at the top. It was quite clever and we got it on video. The rooster, chickens, and little chicks running about were delightful. I cannot get enough of them! I hope I can have chickens one day. I love to see them running around. Sarah fed the chickens from the table. I was afraid it was rude, but Lydia told me it is okay.

Lydia loved Sarah’s tattoos and piercings. She laughed saying, I am so black! Sarah said, I am so white! and Lydia said, You are! You are so white! and they laughed together and got photos. Sarah is so pretty and people are enjoying her. She did a great job on the accounting. Steve praised her telling me she did a wonderful job and worked well with Henry. Sarah praised Henry saying he worked hard and stayed focused even with people all around talking. It kept her on task and she appreciated his good work.

We went through some serious roads out to that church. it was the farthest we have gone yet. Pastor Joseph told Sarah, “Sarah, now you have been to Kenya. Golf Hotel is not Kenya.” And we knew it. We have already gone far back into the bush with Pastor Stanley and this was even further. It was good. The people in these areas have not had a church. Even if they have been a Christian, there was not a place to come together.

Anita spoke on the differences between men and women. She explained how men need respect and women need love. It was good to hear. Women come up to talk it out when there is a problem, but a good man walks away from a fight with other men--and so when he does that to his wife, she feels ignored. A man has to learn to comfort his wife when she is distressed. A woman needs to know how to approach him so he feels respected.

I guess I have profile several orphans now. There was Diana and Celestine at Pastor Juma’s church. There was Benjamin and Emmanuel at Pastor Wycliffe’s church. We spoke with the three girls at their home; Jane, Lillian, and Vivian. I talked to Paul and Ben at the preschool. That is 9 children so far. We still have 10 children to go.

We are supposed to go to ANOTHER church today. There are so many! But first we have to have a TGD board meeting. On Saturday, Steve is taking tons of people to the hotel to eat. I think I will ask him to have the hotel bring more cooks or something. They take nearly an hour to make you dinner. It drives me crazy. But everything takes forever here. It is African Time. You have to just settle into it. By the time I come to dinner, though, I am so tired and ready to have something to eat and go to bed. Yet, it is another long wait.

Another funny thing is at church when it is nearing the end. Pastor Stanley will imply that we are at the end and we are going to do one prayer or song and then go. But there is at least an hour from the time he says it and maybe more. It is easy to forget. When you are worn out from sitting in front of everyone or even from preaching or praying for people, it is easy to get eager to dismiss. You just long to relax and let down. Still, I love being in the house of the Lord. I love praising God and discussing Jesus and His Word. I love encouraging others to fix their eyes on Jesus.

I am so thankful to Jesus. Here I am in Kenya. I am praising Him among the nations. I know God is glorified and exalted! It is so good to worship Him with brothers and sisters on the other side of our globe! It is so good to know that He is everywhere. He is our all in all. Even my weakness has not dimmed my joy! But I have learned to moderate my mood. I got so euphoric last time that it made me ill! Now I just rest in the peace of deep joy. I am abiding in Him and resting in Him. I know that I will be here for such a long time, too, that I don’t have to take it in all at once. I can savor my time and relax into it.

I wish I could go to the churches and hear them preaching. Instead, they are so grateful for visitors which is a great honor. So we never get to hear the locals preaching, we just hear ourselves over and over. Anita worries that her message is the same, but she always changes it and the people are always interacting with questions. It is good! The people are often sharing examples and the pastor share their testimonies of how it is changing their families. It is a great blessing. I know so much about relationships and counseling. It is hilarious to me that my mind is blank when I come here. NOT IN THE USA! But when I am here, I have the Word of God and a Jesus focus and nothing else. I want to preach Jesus. I want to share Jesus. I want to encourage Jesus. But I must remember when I was a new Christian, that I wanted the practical advice of.....how do I implement this? What does this mean day to day? Maybe that can help me think about it.

Today I must be careful not to talk. I am over using my voice. But there is so much to say. To everyone! I must greet people, I am asked to speak, and I can’t help but review with Anita/Medine or Doug/Sarah. We are having a great time. It is so full and wonderful. It is so great to have church under the tree, like yesterday. Oh the joy of it! It is so fun to go to the little remote churches. God is so good. He has come to the people. He is changing their lives. I love to hear their testimonies.

Emmanuel

He's 7. His parents died of AIDS. He's a precious cheerful boy! I have video of him talking with me. He understood his extended family wanted him to live somewhere else. He still managed to keep up his attitude. Evidently, he is teased for his circumstances. The pastors hoped that being in an environment of respect and love would be better for him.

Benjamin

He's 3 and he's an orphan. His parents died of AIDS.

Jane, Vivian, Lillian

Ages 14, 13, and 12. They are related. Their parents died of AIDS. One was born out of wedlock. They are not able to get school fees. Their grandmother takes care of all of them plus several more little children. She would like them to go to school.

Jane, Vivian, Lillian

Greeting the orphans

I met with a few orphans today. First was Benjamin and Emmanuel and then three girls: Jane, Lillian, and Vivian. They are related. They live with their elderly grandmother. There were 9 children there today, but the girls said they do not live with all of them.

All the girls said they wanted to live somewhere that they could go to school. they could not go to school in their current situation. School is about $250 a year. They were in ragged dresses and I know it was not staged because when they came to get their photos taken as orphans, they were dressed nicely.

One girl said on command, “We love you and we want to live with you.” God bless her. I was sad for her. Can you imagine having to say such a thing to someone you do not know?

The grandmother gave me 2 eggs, a pineapple, and a chicken. I was very blessed. I had to give the chicken to Titus. Sarah insisted that I avoid killing and eating it. Pastor Steve told me that I could get our hotel restaurant to cook it for me....but Sarah would have none of it.

We started our day heading out to the bank. it was closed. Independence day. We went to Jako market where we spotted a white female dressed up and walking alone. She had sunglasses and high heels and we were amazed. We stared at her as she walked away.

When we got to the church, someone had already taken Medine and Anita to Ibuti church. It is Pastor Wycliffe’s new church. I came late with the other Wycliffe and Doug. Sarah and Steve stayed to do TGD work with Walter, Frank, and Henry.

Anita was preaching on marriage and it was great. I felt like it was good preaching for Doug to hear and I would have liked Sarah to hear it, too. It was good for ME to hear! She talked about how to love one another as men or as women.

When the time came for me to preach, I explained that I had lost my voice and so I was going to do something different. It was hard to speak but I could be heard with some effort. I had Doug read John 14 and John 15 one verse at a time, then Pastor Stanley would read it in my new Luhya Bible, and then Pastor Wycliffe would read it in Swahili. Then we had the congregation repeat it back to us. That way we all had the Word of God in our hearts and minds. Abide in Him and you will bear much fruit. If you love Him, you will obey His commands, His command is love one another. We love one another by caring for others as we care for our own needs.

Afterwards, we ate. I had a terrible time! I gagged when I was eating the ugali! It is because of the association with eating when I was here before and was so sick. We eat this same thing every day so I am praying God will get me through this.

Tuesday June 1st

We went to a funeral for a sweet little baby the other day. It was so sad. The baby was six weeks old. She caught malaria and they took her to the hospital but she was dead on arrival. She had only been sick for 8 hours. She was so perfect and beautiful, appearing to rest in sleep in her little crib coffin. We comforted the mother who was dazed and heavy with grief. We prayed over the couple. Will and Jackie still have a beautiful little girl about 3 years old. God protect them. The mother has had malaria, too, and is very sick and weak.

The whole church turned out and had church in their yard.

Yesterday we bought Bibles for the pastors with the money donated to Anita. We drove over those outrageous potholes that boggle the mind --and the body! Doug and Sarah and I went over old memories and their childhood stories. How I loved those days! I loved being a mother of little children even as I looked forward to a future with them older. Times seemed easy then, before teenagers. And now, with all of mine out of the teens, life is so good and easy again. What a blessing.

I lost my voice yesterday. I didn't go with Medine and Anita to the other new church, but I go to one today. How will I speak? one plan is to have someone stand up and read John ...I think ch 14, 15 but I can't remember. read one verse in Luyha, read it in swahili, have them repeat the verse in one language (asking pastor) and then silence to ponder it. then read it in English. I might do it this way. read it in english, then luhya, then swahili--they repeat in swahili, then a pause to consider. then next verse.

we'll see what God does. that way I don't have to speak, though, but we still preach the Bible. I am relying on God. He is my strength.

Pray for us for strength and health. There is so much sickness here this time. So many hurting. May God remember the orphan and the widow. More on that later, God willing.

one guy testified that he used to steal men's wives, but now he is saved and no longer has a temper. another used to rob people at gunpoint and his partner would make people dig a grave and then bury them alive. His partner died, but he went came to Jesus and is now a pastor. Many are blessed by his change, but some who remember were very afraid of him still.

I'm HERE!

Already things are moving so fast I can barely remember. We are so thankful for prayers for our safety. Our plane from Nairobi to Kisumu was speeding down the runway for lift off and the whole plane seemed to be vibrating and making loud noises. The plane began to slow. I was praying we had enough runway if we were going to come to a stop.--we did! Turns out we had a flat tire. How thankful I am that it blew on takeoff rather than landing!!

We were taken back to the airport on a bus until another plane was arranged. it all worked out fine.

We headed out to Eubulechia. They were having a womens meeting. OH it was good to see friends! I wish I could talk more! but I know so many names, now. It was just me and Medine. We were so happy!

Afterwards, Titus took me to see Deacon Bernard's church. It was destroyed from the flooding and rains. Many homes had damage, but his was the whole side and part of the roof. They can't live in there until it is repaired. He has a wife and two children.

Oh My! The blooger connection is failing. I pray I don't lose this blog.

I got to see Mary, the orphan Laura sponsors. I met two other girls, Diana and Celestine (?)

Diana is 13 or 14. I forget right now. but she is not happy living with her aunt. there are other children in the home. she wants to go to school. she does not always have fees. she needs $50 US dollars to get her whole uniform, there are book fees and school fees.

So Joseph thinks we might need to bring the children to one place so the funds go right to them. She wants to go to school to be a lawyer. She wants to go to school.

the other girl, too. She wants to go to school. they both looked pretty sad. and they were not thrilled to talk to me. they seemed embarrassed or ashamed. Diana likes Ugali and she likes reading storybooks. Celestine likes football.

The problem is that we were TRYING to keep them in HOMES! but we may not be able to get them fair treatment in homes. they work like house girls taking care of the children, gathering firewood, fetching water, washing clothes. It is not the end of the world for them to work as housegirls. but they are without representatives in this world.

It rained while we were at Mahalerie church. they brought a P.A. system out there and it was crazy to see them stringing a wire between mud huts!!

Oh we went to a funeral. It was a six week old child who died of malaria within 8 hours. The mother had malaria when she gave birth, too. it was so sad. the little baby was so perfect. we went and greeted the mother and laid hands

Countdown to lift off......3

I'm ready to be on the plane and in Kenya already. The rains have increased the mosquitoes. I pray the rains cease! It has rained every day and flooding has washed away some friends' homes. We pray against malaria. I suffer with my friends. I ask God for mercy.

I'm packed except for the final once-over. I cannot finish because I am waiting on Medical Bridges. They are supposed to complete a hand-carry load of medical supplies. I have to drive over and pick it up in Houston. It will take up one of the extra suitcases. It only takes one suitcase for a two week trip, but I am going for 8 weeks. We usually take another suitcase full of supplies or over the counter medicines. Since Trinity Global Development sent an entire shipping container, I can use the extra suitcases for my personal needs. I already had mine and Sarah's completed. I insisted Steve take an extra so I could put foodstuffs in there. However, with the addition of the medical supplies, I may have to cut back significantly. It is all good. I know God can take care of all my needs and I trust Him for them. As long as I have water and sleep, I can survive. I suppose I am thankful that Sheila insisted I take Malaria preventatives. Looks like those are going to come in very handy! I insisted that Steve go and get some. He's pretty lax about it generally. We got Sarah all that she needed as well. Costly, since she is not on our insurance, but worth it.

I have been praying and reading the Word and preparing spiritually. There was so much physical labor for a while there, that my prayers were not in a quiet time but continual as I worked. I made it through!

Yesterday I was blessed to have Camilla bring her family to church with us. That was fun! and then we went to Ztejas for brunch on 6th street. Lovely. Later I went to Fitzhugh Baptist church way out 290 past the Y at Oak Hill. It was a lovely time with the music minister of Hyde Park Baptist presiding over a small symphony of worshippers. It was awesome. It was perfect. I was lifted. We sang old classic hymns and different members gave personal presentations. It closed with a short message on salvation and rejoicing. I was blessed. I am going to go to Lifeway bookstore TODAY and buy a book of hymns to inspire and encourage during my work in Kenya.

I cannot wait to see my Kenyan family. I cannot wait to go around to the villages. I am eager to deepen relationships. I rejoice in overseeing the work there. It is good to be about the Lord's work. I am a Son of God!

Blogger issues!

I wanted to post how excited I am to go to Kenya. Instead, my blogspot connected this blog with a different profile. I have a google profile which gives me a trinityglobaldevelopment@gmail.com email address. Then I have the one we use for Trinity usually anyway, which is sarivers@sbcglobal.net

Obviously, I cannot get concerned for privacy when I am a public charity--however---I wanted these identities separate electronically. The systems merged them.

Frustrating! For a moment there, it wanted me to set up a whole new profile.

Another weird thing is that I have a Picasa album online that holds all the photos from this blog. I did not even know it. I ran into it somehow. I am setting up different things on this new Apple computer so I am just going down different rabbit trails. Weird again.

My friend Jana keeps pulling her facebook down for privacy concerns. I have several friends who don't even do facebook because they are afraid of exposure or identity theft. Identity theft is serious. We had it happen twice. Wells Fargo caught it for us both times quickly, plus pegged us wrong on two international trips---which is FINE. We worked it out quickly because we really are who we are.

And I have a thousand passwords now. I had forgotten my YouTube account for a long time. It really upset me. It is a very hard password. I have old passwords and so many different log in names. You cannot be a dim wit and do this stuff! I am border line, obviously!

More posts about Kenya next time. I have to get my thoughts in order afresh.